God.....

I don't know what plan should I do. It's really annoying

please let me know... Why it's so hard for me? Yeah,, nobody knew

but from bottom of my heart, I hope everyone know that I need their helpful. 

I always hiding a lot of my problem, but it's not mean.... I really don't know

Please.......

not because I respect to them, it's mean they can hurt me as like as they want 

See la!!! I lose my time only for working. Yeah it's cause money

 I so hurt every time I saw my friends who successfully now. I swear...  when we were school, only me who had highest mark of English exam.... 

I was first student who got choice by principal for get match contest

then I also got biggest 6 ranking in school

n I think it was amazing coz I  though I'll gotta study in my favourite university...

Then I was thinking that I'll be success Woman

but u see! Coz my parent's business got field I can't went ahead to my plan

is it fair for me?? 

yeah, seeking job in Indonesia without bachelor's certificate is shit. even I get a job, at least I only got less salary

what the hell 

Yup,, being a maid in overseas is only one choice 

Arrrgggh!! Actually I m jealousy of my friends. It's not fair for me!!!!!!!

I must Working for 12 hours then i still got part time job online after i back by selling my blog only for money

omg~ I so tired... I wanna cry.... Help me God

give me some miracle please...